for you so that

5.20.13-5.26.13

continued from week 20, remember His words are italicized…

Last bit from my living list…

• Shared living? Jesus when you spoke or rather when I sensed to have heard You this past holiday season in the car and over those few weeks, was that You? Yes. (Immediately I ask myself, am I crazy!?!) You chuckled, No. It’s hard for me to imagine that You are and have been that close to me. My Word says draw near to me and I’ll draw near to you. Yes, and yes again. What do you mean with regards to shared living? If I dare ask, considering our situation with life and work and family… what do You mean? You, Karah Joy have had a broken heart for being with those who can join you in this pursuit of me — Wildly. I’ve taken “them” down to the bare bones to prove I will provide. Trust me, you will have the opportunity to share each other’s burdens and flourish. Remember My favor is all you need. But the logistics of “it”? I will lead you. Is there something I should do now? Continue praying for signs. Are these signs that I won’t miss or in my crazy head space I could contort where you want us to be or go? You’ll know. May I share on paper more, while I know you know my thoughts? Of course. It would be amazing to have this experience in a place that has shared space, open space and set apart space. I don’t want to get off track and fall into the lion’s pit where my enemy is prowling around. You’ve got to trust Me, it is a gift. I’ve always delighted you in the past. Trust Me. Go, have tea and be refreshed. 
• Four16, is there a book in Your Word which has the 4th chapter and 16th verse which lines up? How wonderful would that be! Check them out, see if any delight you and reignite your vision of what 4/16 holds. Karah, he’s (Ryan) got it. Encourage him, love him and expect much from him. His heart is laid before me, it’s on the mend. Take notice of his words, though they are few. The future of this and the gifts which will grow are in remembering and seeking Me first. 

Are there definite things we should work with to bring all which You’ve shared here? While you have answered me, You’ve not given any timeframes. Your words were “there will be signs.” Do You just want to tell me, or might I chuckle in doubt or delight? Lord, if Your warmth and goodness could remain just a bit longer, while I attempt to catch my breath. 

Jesus you are my salve, my soul’s peace, my love. You make all things good! You have called us Your own and I will rest in this.

to be continued…

enjoy, music is a gift!